cause nothing feels worse than being alone

no matter how many people are around <3




when one door closes ;;another one
opens&&sometimes we look so long
at the closed door we don't see the `'
one that has - - o p e n e d

it doesnt matter how many shooting
stars you've seen, or how many four
leaf clovers you've picked. it doesnt
matter how many pennies you throw
into the fountain, or how hard you
cross your fingers. they're worthless
because you know as well as you
should, that everything happens on its own

i was born to be stubborn, to be
a little bit bitchy, to push people
to push myself. i was taught never
to take life for granted, to live a
little, to love with everything i had
to never give up, to believe in
myself, but most of all, fight for myself

if you want to know who your true friends are...
pretend to be mad and see who cares.

life comes with no garentees, no time outs, no second
chances, you just have to live life to the fullest.
Laugh as much as you can, spend all your money,
tell someone what they mean to you, tell someone off,
speak out, dare to be different, dance in the pouring rain,
hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, pig out,
fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late,
and smile till your face hurts, don't be afraid to take
chances or fall in L.O.V.E. and most of all,
live in the moment because when you look back
someday, knowing you have no regrets it's going to
be what makes you smile.

Remember that conversation
We had a while back,
About how we’d be best friends
Forever & ever?
Or do you even remember
Those lies that came out of your mouth
That day?

Let's start over. Let's forget all our problems. Let's put our past
behind us & never bring it up again. We can't live or love the
past. Let's throw all our problems away. I'll give you my trust, if
you give me yours. Baby, let's fall in love.. the right way .. <3

The nights we were miles apart, when we would get into our little jealous arguments, when I would sit next to the phone for hours wishing you would call, the silly things that tore us apart are the silly things I miss.

I love you more than anyone else
in the whole world..&& you
don't even have a clue. No one does.
My world is such a mess without you.
Nothing makes sense.
I wonder if I'm going to feel
this way forever. It seems like eternity
already && I'm not sure how much
more I can take. All I can do is sit here && wonder. Wonder how you can break
my heart in two, but at the same time,
be the only reason why i'm still here..

&& when it comes to you, i wish i didn`t
care so much because it would make things so
much easier. but i do care
i really, really do

& to be honest ..
i`ve never wanted anyone else
as much as i want you

there are some memories
that we will carry wit us for the rest
of our lives&&some things that we choose to forget
but when we look back at those
experiences, we'll see our friends
the ones who get us through the everything
and we'll realize how lucky we are to
have them

i dont need a fairytale
im not asking for the perfect life, or a fairy godmother, or even prince charming
all i really want is a boy
who loves me for me
&& is willing to work through all of life's imperfections

it still isn't over.. ---




And without you by my side
it's like preschool all over again.
you dont know anyone, your shy, and
all you want to do is cuddle up with the
person who left you

even when i pack my bags, and start to leave;
this something always holds me back.
in love
a heart can never be stolen
it goes where it wants to be

That night we talked about life. About our times together.
Maybe we aren't the same two kids we had once been,
but some things never change. Some things last & even
though i don't know what is going to happen to us,
or where we were going, i just know i can't let him out of my life.

what messes us up the most
is that we all have this perfect picture
in our mind of how things should be

Love is like a wild fire,
the longer you let it burn
the harder it is to put out 

from the moment that we met
my life was turned around
and completely changed forever
from that moment
i knew nothing was ever
going to be the same...
and my days of being alone
were gone forever...<3

i had closed the door upon my heart
& wouldnt let anyone in
i had trusted & loved only to be hurt
but that would never happen again
i had locked the door & tossed the key
as hard and as far as i could
love would never enter there again
my heart was closed for good
then you came into my life
& changed my mind
just when i thought that tiny key
was impossible to find
thats when you held out your hand
& proved to me that i was wrong
inside your palm was the key to my heart
you had it all along

once in a lifetime you find your reason for living,
you find the one whoe makes your every dream come true.
I could search forever & no one else would do, because...
0NCE in a lifetime - - you find someone like you <3

One day you'll look at a person and
see more than you did the day before,
like a flick was switched somewhere. 
&& that person, who was just your friend,
is suddenly the only person
you can imagine yourself being with.





i`ll put a wall around my heart

& i wont let anyone in

because my heart will wait *forever*

to be with you again